I don’t know if it’s the email spam lists I’m on or where I hang out (the beach) or what’s on TV (I seldom watch) – if you’re not coupled up, you just don’t count. In the news, the debate about gay versus straight marriage has become tantamount as if marriage and coupledom is the only way of life.
But consider that with over 1/2 of marriages ending in divorce, and an equal split between singles and married adults in the US and one has to wonder why the 50% of singles are nonplussed. When I survey most of my single friends, many would prefer to be in a committed loving relationship to being alone and would love to find love (wouldn’t we all!) One friend of mine is miserable because she loves many male friends but professes that she really needs to be “in love.”
The pursuit of love (in my estimation) is a red herring – looking to “find love” should be a misnomer because love is all around us (and in us). Romantic love (the kind in the movies and fairy tales) is fun, often fleeting, but it is only one kind of love – one that depends on another to fulfill us. That’s where the problem lies – reliance on anyone other than ourselves to feel love!
Having been married half my life to someone who truly loved himself (and I him), I am discovering that the key to true love can only be found through “selfless self-love” – truly accepting oneself for the combination of beauty, faults, strengths and weaknesses we see in the mirror. Many grow up without the self-esteem to know that we need to be attracted and attractive to ourself first and foremost before we can truly share love with anyone else. Yet this is the ultimate truth – self-love is the root of happiness!
I frequently quote don Miguel Ruiz’ The Four Agreements because I truly admire and embrace the essence of his work. The First Agreement “Always live with integrity” truly expresses the core concepts behind self-love. I used to think that this agreement simply meant one should be honest and ethical – but that is so far off!
“Always live with integrity” means never, ever say anything to yourself that you would not say in love to a best friend. So, the “I’m too sensitive, too xxx, whatever” needs to be banned forever from one’s vocabulary (both to yourself or to others!) and replaced with “I am who I am and I love me.” Taking care of oneself first is like putting on your own oxygen mask first on an airplane – it allows you to function AND be able to share with others! For me, this was an incredible concept as I was always told (and taught) and experienced that I had to give before I received. Yet, by not giving myself the love I truly deserved, I gave away my sustenance and what I needed to truly survive. Self-love is not selfish, it is selfless and necessary!
If you’ve read this far (and I’m almost done my rant for the day!) – you might be thinking that I am professing to become as narcissistic as the person I am no longer with, but this is wrong. Or you might be saying “how could you grow up without knowing self-love and putting yourself first?” (It happens to more than me, I guarantee it!)
I’m not saying one should become obsessed solely with oneself, but rather that finding love in the world means starting with truly accepting and loving ourselves. We truly deserve our own true love.
So, what’s love go to do with it? Loving yourself in all your splendor is the right thing to do – and once you’ve mastered that – love has found YOU!
Have a great week!